tuesday's band pract was a good one as mr ng sang praises of us... we get that once in a blue moon yah... =) but thursday's was a flop again...okay... not totally, but we didn't play as well as on tues due to intonation... our section is improving... i hope. friday was kind of a big mess. i was so blur in front of the whole band when i gave out the concert tees... eileen kept questioning me why i haven't ticked for those who already got the tee... i'm really a muddlehead sometimes.. =(

today[or rather, saturday] was a pretty good ssw practice... we had a good laugh everytime the percussionists were told to play all their parts... Joshua was really cute by playing 3 instruments almost simultaneously... after ssw, mr kok, fidauz and I went for dinner [it was already about 6+ when we bought our meal] at northpoint's foodcourt. I had korean, mr kok had banana leaf rice and fir had nasi padang... we joked damn lot of crap... and there was this part where fir, followed by mr kok... they started to mimic me, saying:"maybe, you'll never know!"... so damn stupid right? they mimicked me all the way back to amk central loh... haha... thats aside, i went to song lin's house just now to play maple and O2Jam... it was fun but somewhat lonely... thats all for my usual reports...

with reference to my heading, i've been feeling really down recently... especially when it comes to friendship stuff... i really with siti would be there for me at that particular time so that i can share my thoughts with her... but she's not feeling well...[get well soon siti~] anyways i'm starting to feel that my friends are starting to leave me out just because i'm not forever sticking to their clique... there's no rule stating that i MUST stay with them forever and ever and ever etc. right? there's really no need for that icy cold shoulder okay.

that about it for now... gonna watch NIE band's concert tml[or rather, sunday, which is today]...so i better turn in... goodnight...@.@
P.S: whoever was that anonymous tagger was... please don't poke your nose into other's business. this is a blog, so its freedom of speech ok. what you said about me acting probably meant that you're not as good as me, so you're just making a mountain out of a molehill. =) [besides, i don't act. acting is for drama club. i play music. ^.^]

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