oh wells... haven't been blogging for days cause of my dad's arrival and my granny's admission to hospital... she's fractured her right leg you see... but she had an operation today and she's better now... phew~...

on thursday the student council had our 4th investiture... wow... its the first time i felt sad for the student council... =( kinda happy yet sad to leave... then zi quan and mr seet were my main company for the investiture... joking about when our butt got hot in those seats... the speaker was kinda boring... but nevertheless... i still had quite some bit of fun...rushed to the hospital to visit my granny after that... =.= so tired... friday was common test... other than that nothing was scary... haha...

saturday... hmm... woke uip early to grab macs breakfast with melany... enjoyed my egg mcmuffin... ^.^... then shien had a hard time designing dunman's cards... nice flower... but where is the dunman card now?! i haven't read it yet yah... T.T... exchange was great... but it hink i flopped more than once in my playing... really crappy... sad yah... ssw peeps were very appreciative, even though they were the minority group amongst all the big bands... firdauz and a good cheerleading and "MUACKz" time with us too... hehehe... the ssw company was great... especially when compared with our sec ones... i sure do hope that they'd give us and the other bands more respect and be more disciplined... they really are too spoiled yah...

yipee!! after band exchange shien, kat and i went to kfc amk central for dinner... i ordered the superstar meal with chicken and shrooms burger... had cheese fries too... yum... we enjoyed our dinner crapping and joking and all... after that we went shopping for the shoes i was talking abt... ^.^ then went home and slept like a log... ZzZzzZz...

slacked around at home ytd... really rested very well... so well that i forgot to do my hw... hehe... then today was quite normal... had remedial then meeting... but i left comm meeting early cause of my first [again] A math tuition... my tutor sure is tough... but very good... i wrecked my head to do one question but she could solve it! how scary~~~ =P... ok... tml is "+1" day... pray that my day would be fine and that my granny would be well asap... good night... ZzZzz...

i am who i am
12:06 pm

monday was pretty okay... loads!! of free periods... cause mrs lee [geog] and ms gan [forest fire] were not around... got the courses and stuffs... so THREE FREE PERIODS~ bwahaha... slacked alot in the relief room... only about half the class bothered to do work yah... then the slackers like me just listen to mp3 and crapped... helped wan qiu write a poem also... [[omg my sis just called her hamster an asshole]] then after sch, the remedial was a horror... A maths SURDS... anyone remember how to do them? got pretty worked up just doing them... lol.

tuesday was quite the mess... wells... we had a probability class test which was relatively easy to me... i even scored for the question that everyone flopped... BUT, i was sooooooo stupid to leave my last question!!! T.T i'm so damn dumb after all... one more relief lesson due to ms gan...=P there was no remedial for me, so i ended up helping the band today... i was kinda bored in the band cause most of the comm were out having remedial... so sad... then played the syf piece... really confusing rhythms... but the fingering ain't too tough... i bet the composer is a percussionist... BWAhaha... just a hunch... then after band... we had comm meeting to dicuss about stuffs with mr ng... and to plan for our upcoming events... woot~ but i felt kinda stressed when my mum mentioned studies again... called her after band pract... then went to central to get my sis's groceries for her FnN O level practical... reach home at... omg, 9++pm! then just dumped myself in the bathroom, bathed and went to sleep... =D

today has been like any other normal day... lessons and all... kinda bored when ms gan is back... hai~~~~rushed her "anger" and passed the assignment up... wahaha... then got mtl remedial after sch... so paiseh! the stupid lim li may made me read i whole chinese paragraph that i would never want to read... shien got it worser than me... haha... she had to read two paragraphs... but we had to announce out our results and i failed while everyone had at least a pass... =.= thats all... tml got student council investiture... its the first year i ever wore a blazer for the investiture! duh... i leave then they treat me well... haha... anyway gtg... tml also got test... gotta mug... good night~

i am who i am
2:01 pm

hmm... SSW was pretty alright yesterday... had fun during playing the pieces... i liked noah's ark today... thought that we played pretty well[of course, exchange is next week leh.] lunch break was a bore though... no one to buddy up and eat with... so i joined jun xiang and clement... but by the time i started eating, clement had already finished... lol... so i ate "alone"... after ssw pract... had a short discussion about stuff... then talked to aaron about promoting him... nice job eh PRO?! yay~... will disclose to the band next week...

sean, aaron, louis, fidauz, mr kok and i went for dinner at northpoint's kfc... cause louis was craving for cheese fries... =P then we ate and discuss abt loads of band stuff... haha... crapped alot too... sean was even talking about his band... saying that they admire "GODLY" players... i shouldn't elaborate... too crappy... lol!!! after dinner, we went our seperate ways... mr kok and i decided to drop in on songlin... then played battle for middle earth II!~ COOL NEW version!!! i love it!!!!!

hmm... as for today... woke up at 10 am...then had breakfast at A* coffee shop...then window shopped around amk central... didn't buy much only because there wasn't much to the shop in there... lol...bought some household items and groceries... then cooked bacon and egg and stuffs... like a western lunch... ehehe... i know that you guys are drooling... i cook well leh!! =P lol... now awaiting for dinner... so sayo... [^.^]

i am who i am
8:35 am

yeap! an edited pic from the concert. taken during Sukura symphony... sweet~

i am who i am
12:50 am

amazingly, the band room is actually much more crowded after the concert... its almost scary... =.= even non-members have intruded... and the kids are all over my head... juniors making fun of me... then when i get pissed, they don't give a damn... shittified kids... btw... all my graduated seniors keep coming back with HOT laptops... so darn unfair. i can't wait to graduate and go to poly. hee. [^.^]

on tuesday, siti, daniel, josh, fahmi and i went to pizza hut central to have some student discounted lunch... then when we were almost done, only the pineapples were left, so we sprinkled cheese over them and stirred... can you believe that the manager didn't give us student discount cause of this?! we ate the stuff you know. still complain to our sch for what? kao peh lah... =P

as for today, a number of weird stuff keep happening to me... the first was making a fuss over my sch blouse in front of yx... although it sorta conked up the whole day's lessons... then it was the singing in class... mr rumi and the rest of the class wanted me to perform to raise more money for abdul jahar, a guy from our sch who just had an operation... its really embarrassing to perform ya... lina still said that she will donate fourty bucks if i sing... WOAH... then caught a flu in between lessons... so felt very sleepy... then that jiarong... so easily distracted... donno what i'll do with him man...

btw... i'm gonna elaborate about what i spoke about in the heading... firstly, our class[thanks to ms ching] started this today... ya know... the gaurdian angel game? hahaha... i got a name which i always get in class when drawing lots... gonna start on monday by giving chocs... =)
then the other part... hahaha... i'm sooo happy!!! i'm gonna play a CONCERTO!!!!! WOOT~ like next year!!!! gonna cheong straight after O levels!!! yeah!!! [^.^] okay, thats enough for today... cya soon! gonna research on concertos now...

i am who i am
12:23 pm

THURSDAY was our last practice for the concert as a band... we worked in the hall and seems like the heat got into us and we didn't play too well... i actually felt a little shamed but very left out when most of the sec 4s were performing esemble pieces... they sure have worked really hard...


FRIDAY was the day when the whole band met up and collected ticket money and stuffs like that... eileen and i settled the blazers and the kids were in a big mess. then the clarinets and saxophonists worked on their esembles again... since i had nothing left to do, i went home at about 5+. my dad is the strict type so i had to leave early too. spent the whole night writing 14 cards for people.


SATURDAY: woke up at about 7am cause my maid panicked that i was late for sch[wtf] so i got changed and left home at 7.30. went to amk central to buy stockings, guardian wasn't open. so just bought macs breakfast for fun and took a bus to the market behind sch. bought stockings, went to sch and saw everyone preparing for the esembles again... [i'm fucking left out!] wrote my remaining 5 cards at the benches outside the staff room, had my breakfast at the same time... after writing, i went back to the band room again and only half the band was there[9.41am] went behind sch with eileen mich and vanessa to get some hair stuff for all clarinetists. went back, more pple now. gave out all the cards i made in twenty mins or so. then fall in... blah blah... all moved our instruments and got on the... OMG a new bus! so shiok! even the leather smell is fresh!...




ok... then reached vch... undumped all the intruments from the NEW bus... moved up and did warm ups as a section... then full band rehearsal... we didn't play too well... tempo probs again...

=( then led the winds to their rooms...allowed them to change while the esembles tried out on stage... fooled around a little backstage... but its only natural... had dinner... thought that the fish was half cooked, so i didn't finish it. gave it to kcat instead...then fall in... but didn't take any photos= nv follow schedule... rushed onto stage and doors opened 15 minutes earlier... warmed up in front of the early audiences... when all arrived, mr gopal did too... his speeched really praised the band, i'm almost touched. then symphony no. 8: elaine was telling me how nervous she was... but i was just as nervous... got important solos ya... anyways... kenneth and i pulled it off... we played pretty well... then elaine's concerto... she played very well.. just a little shaky from the stage fright thing... then songlin... the pro... haha... excellent playing... i hope the accompaniment played well with him too...



intermission was all chaos and havoc... dad found me and kissed me... scary man...then only received 2 flowers in total... pretty pathetic for last concert...mum was around too... hiding from my unreasonable dad... haha... then, esembles time...clarinetists were up first, playing dance of the balamb fish and presto... the played great of course... then the saxophones blah... all of them did very well and the audience enjoyed it...of course... i was enjoying a little backstage, but it was hard to get the members back to position before getting back on stage... sakura symphony was really good... although i might have panicked at mvt II where i have the solo... freaky ya... then encore was tong hua... not too bad... 2nd encore was too be with you... clarinetists played in it again of course... they're prominent now and you can't help it...



after concert... the whole band hurriedly packed and left the hall... winds got on the bus first melany and i had i frantic search for her file... although it was with viswa the whole while... sat next to serene on the ride home... so i have nothing or no one to speak to... started tearing quietly quite alot yah...returned to sch, then packed our stuff in the band room... left the band room with chor, kat, jaffir and norain top amk macs... talk about crap and the incident on friday...[secret!] then dad fetched me home at 1am... thats about it... really gtg... g'night...

i am who i am
12:22 pm

tuesday's band pract was a good one as mr ng sang praises of us... we get that once in a blue moon yah... =) but thursday's was a flop again...okay... not totally, but we didn't play as well as on tues due to intonation... our section is improving... i hope. friday was kind of a big mess. i was so blur in front of the whole band when i gave out the concert tees... eileen kept questioning me why i haven't ticked for those who already got the tee... i'm really a muddlehead sometimes.. =(

today[or rather, saturday] was a pretty good ssw practice... we had a good laugh everytime the percussionists were told to play all their parts... Joshua was really cute by playing 3 instruments almost simultaneously... after ssw, mr kok, fidauz and I went for dinner [it was already about 6+ when we bought our meal] at northpoint's foodcourt. I had korean, mr kok had banana leaf rice and fir had nasi padang... we joked damn lot of crap... and there was this part where fir, followed by mr kok... they started to mimic me, saying:"maybe, you'll never know!"... so damn stupid right? they mimicked me all the way back to amk central loh... haha... thats aside, i went to song lin's house just now to play maple and O2Jam... it was fun but somewhat lonely... thats all for my usual reports...

with reference to my heading, i've been feeling really down recently... especially when it comes to friendship stuff... i really with siti would be there for me at that particular time so that i can share my thoughts with her... but she's not feeling well...[get well soon siti~] anyways i'm starting to feel that my friends are starting to leave me out just because i'm not forever sticking to their clique... there's no rule stating that i MUST stay with them forever and ever and ever etc. right? there's really no need for that icy cold shoulder okay.

that about it for now... gonna watch NIE band's concert tml[or rather, sunday, which is today]...so i better turn in... goodnight...@.@
P.S: whoever was that anonymous tagger was... please don't poke your nose into other's business. this is a blog, so its freedom of speech ok. what you said about me acting probably meant that you're not as good as me, so you're just making a mountain out of a molehill. =) [besides, i don't act. acting is for drama club. i play music. ^.^]

i am who i am
4:19 pm